So I can't make a decent journal, maybe that's because I'm so melodramatic (like now see!).
Well were to begging, my life is a mess! I need desesperatily to pass an exam to enter a real good school because my father can't afford a private school (in Brazil or you go to a private school or forget about any kind of future). My ex girlfriend is dating my ex boyfriend just to piss me off, and she's all about annoying me these days, talking behind my back and stuff like that. My graduation vacation is 4 days away and I don't seem to have ANYTHING decent to wear. The boy I have a crush on just got out of the hospital and have some kind of crazy disease. And yesterday I didn't get to go to my class graduation lunch because I didn't pay for the stupid graduation ceremony, gosh WHO PAYS for your OWN graduation? Gosh and it's like $ 375!!!! Do you get my point? And I'm pissed off because of that, I mean I'm graduating aren't I?
Well that's about all of it. It sound's like my life suck right? Ok it's not that bad. I'm overreacting.
I just can't seam to find something decent to write about.
Well I'll talk about some good thing for an exchange. Like the fact that I have wonderful friends. And I miss terribly my beast friend and she is in a hurry as much as I am to study and so. She's so smart, I mean in an almost impossible exam she got 70% normal people hardly get 50% she's absolutely smart and sweet and wonderful. Its better I stop talking about her, I could get on and on.
About my crush (if I can so call it like that, yea he doesn't want to have something more serious like be my boyfriend because he's afraid of commitment’s lol). He's the most thoughtful, gentle, understanding, unselfish person I know. And he's my beast friend. I mean he's always been there, I fell for him, and like some kind of miracle he did as well. It's getting to gooish so I'll stop.
I hope you guys have a good November, it's my favorite month for some supernatural reason I don't understand